Gosh! Hate un-communication!! It’s not even miscommunication but un-communication! Meaning to say not even taking the effort to communicate. Busy? Yeah right. If you have the heart to tell someone something you’d have. Not the first time already and I’m just getting numb. Since this is not my responsibility then how much can I do? Gonna just let go man. So many times I’m left to figure things out, a member should also be shown some degree of respect man, don’t always leave me in the dark, when you make changes to what you’ve entrusted to me. Come on! I’ve to shake away this discouragement! Why must I feel it when I’m not the one causing it?!
Sick! Ggrrr .. Honestly you ask me to appreciate her I’m really wondering what can I appreciate her of? Maybe generally yeah there are things I can but personally it has felt so distanced already that I don’t know what she has deposit in my life. Sigh ..
It often happen at this hour of time when I need to do something important and this discouragement often bring me down! Gosh! Come on! Gonna overcome, God is with me!



