So much I hope I’ll never had the knowledge of the mistakes and weaknesses of people especially those I should have respected.
My heart really sink times and times again when the unfairness treatment of people around her. Both are sick but one was asked to pray for and the other not mentioned at all. To think about it she don’t mentioned anyone that wasn’t close to her and only mingle with those that are close to her. Hurhur .. talking about love? Sigh .. Such “sacrifices” eh? No longer seeing her mending needs and talking about sticking with our own clicks? Be an example first man.
Yeah I sounded very negative, so sorry to stumble you. Sigh letting it out, letting it out by nevertheless what is it
to me? Who am I to judge? Just bare with the it man. Really hope to have a childlike vision and thoughts which is like “no cares” kind of thing. Really felt uneasy and really pray that God would give me a breakthrough. Who else can I turn to but You? Talking to her is like talking to a wall with no feelings for me. At times just have to wait for replies and be prepare to receive none. In a way don’t really blame her I might be like that as well guess that’s life and it’s so terrible. Sigh .. just feel sad.



